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I'm barely listening to last demands
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath


Apathy apathy, a word so internal, a feeling so real. I don't know, i just feel so extremly out of context, so inexisting. Well, at least right this moment. But just you wait, in a sec I'll be back to normal. Just don't know what it is...

Isn't strange, how we all, feel a little bit weird sometimes?

God, this is so frustrating, I'm going out of my mind, it's like I've left my body to someone i barley know, and right now I'm trying to reach back to the reality I'm used to live in, but I can't.

It could be the movie I just watched, Imaginary Heroes.
It was, well, honestly i don't really know what to think... No, actually i thought it was rather prosaic and pretentious, trying to paint the life of a family who's obviously dysfunctional on the verge of a serious breakdown, but on the other hand it did have one or two scenes worth seeing. Of course, if a movie gives you the feeling they're trying to send out only once or twice during the entire film, it's not really what I would like to call great, nor good. But still, there's something about it that makes my mind go back to it over and over again, making my head replay the scenes and my ears replay the lines.
But, good thought plus bad script times 2 great actors (Emile Hirsch & Michelle Williams) unfortunately equals bad movie.
Period.


A stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting
And I am finally seeing
Why I was the one worth leaving